-- IN THE PAST OF ME --

*

Love of my life,
you've hurt me.
You've broken my heart and now leave me.
Love of my life,
dn't leave me.
You've stolen my heart and now desert me.
When I grow older,
I will still be there by your side t remind you,
how I still love you, I still love you..

Bring it back..
Dn't take it away from me.
Cus you dn't know, what it means to me..

*

What happened to those promises made?
Are promises really meant t be broken?

*

I tried to stop missing you.

*

You said you love me,
' said you'll nvr leave me.
Mayb I just heard you wrong.

*

I'm tired of breathing,
tired of feeling,
tired of trying,
tired of loving,
tired of searching,
tired of looking at the past fr meaning..
But, I'm not tired of you..

*

I wish tht I had nvr met you.
Thn thr wld be no need t impress you.
No need t want you.
No need fr loving you.
No need fr crying over you.
No need fr heartbreaks.
No need fr pain or tears.
No need fr forgotten promises.
No need fr crying myself t sleep.
No need, fr everyth you've done tht made me feel like absolutely nth.

But then agn, I'm glad I did met you.
Cus you were th one who always asked me if anyth was wrong.
You were th one who loved me fr me.
Th one who cared when everyone else didn't.
Th one who listened.
You were th one whom I told secrets to, whom I confide in.
Th one who did things, just fr me..

It doesn't make sense t let go of sth tht you've wanted fr so long,
but it doesn't make sense t hold on whn nth's thr.

*

Girl, I'm in love w you.
At times we get sick of love.
It seems like we argue everyday.
I know I misbehaved and you made your mistakes.
We both still got room left to grow.
and thou love sometimes hurt,
I still put you first at times,
and we'll make this thing work.
This ain't a movie, no fairytale conclusion.
It gets more confusing.
Sometimes its heaven sent,
then we head back t hell agn.
We rise and we fall,
and we just feel like walking away.
As our love advances, we take second chances.
Thou it's not fantasy,
I still want you to stay.
Maybe we'll live and learn.
Maybe we'll crash and burn.
Maybe you'll stay.
Maybe you'll leave.
Maybe you'll return.
Maybe another fight.
Maybe we wn't survive.
But maybe we'll grow.
We never know baby,
We're just ordinary people.

~~~
I didn't mean t get so close and share what we did.
I didn't mean t fall in love, but I did..
I dn't know how you do wht you do,
I'm so in love w you...
Tried to take a picture of love.
Didn't think I'd miss you that much.
~~~